Am almost in my own zone, Am on the verge of my thoughts and carried by emptiness and solidness. Am a walking mass of rock, a building block with sentiments, emotions and empathy. Am a kite with smiles, a tree full of birds.
Am already sick of the stories, the way you treat us and hold us captive in our own yards.
So now they have started arresting the opposition,
Am convinced they are confirming that the war is still on. I am not a kid to know what they stand for but this UHURu government is a mockery to its nation and i do not belong to the nationhood of dictators and killers.
what DAVID NDII told them; You steal the people’s democracy and kill the whistleblowers. You oppress the judiciary and call them names. High profile election officials kidnapped and brutally murdered.
From peace to pieces. Ballot to bullet. Poll to pain. We shall pay the price. From the rouge police to ethnic profiling. We were all Kenyans until the government classified us, greed separated us and police disregarded us. Mugabe was sworn in, the people removed him. Kibaki was sworn in the people rejected him. That’s why we are back to the People’s Assembly. Egypt shall tell you more. We refuse dialogue at the expense of electoral justice.
Those who stole our democracy told us to entertain them with our cries. They told us to demonstrate and shout all we want. To entertain them with our sweat, blood and tears.
To justify police brutality and extrajudicial killings. The freedom of a peaceful assembly is now illegal and deleted from the constitution. You play with the People’s votes, lives, rights and Democracy. This is sheer evil. Babies and pregnant mothers are shot dead while demonstrating.
We shall not watch and see our democracy buried down deep down the soil.
Think. Breath. Pause. Plenty of alarming news will be flying in the next 10 days. Do not succumb to fear or intimidation. Stay sober and vigil. When the time comes. Come out and play your part. Assembly up and swear the People’s President.
Am on the same page with you, thinking big about where i want to be today and tomorrow. I wish there was a future that I can look forward to. There is so much water that has gone under the bridge I just dont know, or should i call it blood swept in water. Am blind about the state i am in, pretending that i know nothing about the fakeness of reality, that there is more to life than living the day. I have seen doves and lambs in pieces, when cruelty finds them defenseless and vulnerable. I have faced a monster in the dark and smelt the glory of satan. There is a dark life in a struggle thats why a warrior does not fight at home. I make peace with the stage i am so that my world does not end now. But a coward is a coward, One who knows no struggle and yet gets no gains.
My son this is the last day of democracy and in twitter you will find all what am talking about. It has come to an end of the republic of kenya because Uhuru kenyatta.
the last day of democracy will be this day that we do not know. i am proud that i was a kenyan for those years but the country falls today. the power family and their friends have divided us and we stand divided by all costs, maybe by the time you wake up and see this we will have divided but myself am going for that last fighjt and the warfare has just begun, i wont be in the front line but my weapons will be ready today evening, i will fight and when am tired will come to see you and mum. tomorrow will be a bad day, the courts today have cowered from the supremacy of the system and a corrupt police force has defended its killings again. tomorrow i will write you a story of how we switched to this ugly life we are now in.
but all we wanted was a chance for a better Kenya but now we are going to spoil it for you. we are going to burn places and destroy property, there are tribes that have sat on us the minority and we are fighting to displace them from power. then we will shift to form our own country, you might find yourself in this struggle but do not lose the faith, just fight it. but for now just wait for me coz am on my way coming home tonight. i will fight and come to kiss you goodnight.
Today am afraid of so many things son, and as a matter of fact i dont know how am going to change things around me. I have myself to push forward to but in this world am not walking alone, i dont know the wisest step that can get me out of this shame. Am living in a scapading country and right now i want to move you to where I am but am afraid if you will like it here,
People here are fighting, I have a president by the name Uhuru who wont leave power and has killed people just to retain it. He used the army to clobber a 6-month old baby, her name was pendo. he used the police to kill samantha 8 years old, and now he is using a group called mugiki to kill luos. they are now part of the police and today, as they took oath at lucky summer the police were used as security.
today you are only one month old and am afraid whether tomorrow will be a good day for me to come and see you. i miss you and your mum today but i for sure dont know. Today in town it was raining and i found four men butchered and left in the streets for everybody to see. its fear the governmnet is planting. There are so many things i want to tell you when you grow up, about this day and any day that comes from today.
we are four days to an election and a man by the name raila amolo odinga who is the opposition leader has pulled out of the election and the government now is forcing us to go and vote them abck. these peolple are corrupt and they are evil. we are not voting them.
today they held prayers at nakuru and the kenya church elders were with them. it was hypocritical. i saw the devil in our tvs. dont trust the government and every media house that is called mainstream. only rely on twitter for information.
today they said sorry to five families that were involved in an helicopter crush but never talked about 56 families the police killed while demontsrtaing for this nation.
always pray that you get home my boy. it is a long day everyday, and everynight when you watch the news dont be emotional, they will hurt you. matter of fact dont watch the news, read from papers and posts, those are the credible news that show you the reality.